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I'm alone !!! Am I

kishoretvk

It's pretty sure that I have left my graduation with lot of enthusiasm and many innovative imaginations.
I'm unique and my friends are too unique I had to leave them and be with a new brilliant idiotic narrow minded fools.....
I had left my engg, and on the sam day started my; dreams at the city of opportunities. I'm here with my so called close friends.
I have got to be the best for them never and ever i did get a chance of being my self .
I had to start doing things for others happiness and others wish
I dint care for my sake i'm happy as i  had been there with the ones who also shared the common goal as i do
Thought I had clarified many on their journey i coudn't do tat for me ,,,,,,,,,,,,
i was messed a lot When i had a clear idea of what im
none could understand me
i had left them in theri way and now im in the way of what i loved to be but
does only love sustain things??
i din't have the answer may be once or twice it may but not always
i couldn't break the barriors
but still i tried to doooooooooooooooooooooooo...........
alas who could understand my state??
some said i was crazy !!!
some said " you are correct!!"
some also said "u r a total mistake !!"

Well now i had made my mind and took a decission
following that was soooo good  i was a free brid till i made my barriors.
Now I had been invited to share hands i waited for the time ................
when it has come i got to know that i have got the wrong choice i thought of making barriors but i have entered the war where i could hardly understand to fight whom and protect whom ???
Either the choice is going to make a tumor.
I couldn't guess that at first i was tempted to be a bit positive on one side and finally earned the walls of distress and anger form the other.
Now that the barriors are set and the war is going on i had taken a side and started fighting they became friends and im left with no choice but to still fight with all now................................................


Did i expect this to happen ??
 did i plead the heavens to grant me this ??
i would rather be happy if im not with these previleges ..................

lot more to pen down but its for now will be back again take care

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